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| So, P's baby was a success! I enjoyed every single bit and I hope he did too. Firstly, weds. Cm, byong and I went to Ikea to shop for stuff for the bbq on sat. Byong bought many foldable chairs and tables and we stuffed it in the boot of his car. Haha no speeding that day! We picked baby up and accompanied cm and byong for dinner at geylang. I was planning what to do later in that night, so super tensed. Went by my place to collect the self-decorated "world's ugliest cake" and headed to bishan to cut the cake with everyone. I gave him his present too. Hope you like the itouch baby! Then they decided to head over to some pool place where douglas worked and played pool. Matt came too, and then macs supper afterwards! Thursday, P's actual birthday. Took him to the singapore flyer for dinner. Sky dining! Hehe. But the food wasn't good though. The appetiser was bad, and the fish wasn't worth it. First time on the flyer for baby and I though! Quite romanticz. Baby and I caught "whip it" after that at cine. I likes the show!! Went to bishan to chill after that, and omg I can't rem what happened after. Friday, I booked a room at fairmont for baby and I. At least, that's what I told him. We had dinner at prego's and baby made me disappointed cos he was so fussy bout what to order. I insisted on my seafood marinara though. Went back to the room and bernie and the rest came over. We played poker and watched bits and pieces of LOTR on some macau channel till like 7am in the morning! Haha. Saturday, the final day! I got up quite early and ran errands with byong hee. Collected the cake, and bought necessary stuff from the supermarket then went to his place. The rest slowly arrived. Then I lied to baby and told him I was at home, and cm and byong were gonna take him out. He was totally surprised!!!! I was super happy. The bbq was great, food was good. I liked the hamburger patties the best. There were lots of left over chicken wings though! Chilled there the whole night. Played 2 rounds of poker and I won 30 bucks in all! So happy. (: (: So we played till 6 in the morning and then cabbed home. <3 | | |
| Life's been good. I just got back home. Went for dinner with my mum and sis today at mandarin gallery and ate alot. Ate so much, that I couldn't even stomach much supper later on. I love the basil pork there. Shall go with the girls one day! Oh, and then met p and the rest for L4d. Amanda and li came too. We went bedok for supper after that. Only ate bitsy carrot cake. I still haven't tried the bar chor mee there yet!! But it looks damn plain. Just noodles and soup and meatballs. Dropped amanda back home then the guys chilled at my carpark for awhile. Haha sitting in the middle of the road. I'm so excited for tmr. This weekend. Everything. Hehe. Hopefully things go smoothly. Okie, I'm gonna watch my nip tuck now. (: NEEDS TO START JOGGING SOON! | | |
| Hello, today was a good day. I hope things can remain like that forever. Sometimes, I'm so scared of change. I mean, even minor ones. Like, will things change when p goes to army? Or if I get fat. I know I'm being very stupid but I hate change. Unless it's guaranteed to be for the better? Ok I don't know what I'm talking about now. It's 5am and I'm not asleep yet. Stuck on nip tuck. It's pretty addictive. This week is p's birthday. I'm excited. More excited than any other event of the year I don't know why. Baby and I had yoshi today with this gross woman digging her nose in front of us. Yucks. Then we met constance and chilled at wheelock. (: Left to play l4d with the guys after that. Standardzxzx. Then byong, baby and I went for a quick supper which tasted pretty bad around bugis area. And then baby sneakyz. Hmm. We hung around the lan shop after that. And I was using fb, looking at my gross cousin's fb albums of her gross dogs. Goodnight everyone! | | |
| Today I was just looking at you and thinking about the past. Yes, what's new right. But I can't help it. I can't help but think of the past and how you deceived me, how you swore on your family's life over trivial lies. I can't help but cringe at the thought of it. If you knew I would be torn apart if I knew, why did you do it? You lie about everything. And how can you expect me to feel ok? How can you stand here in front of me and do nothing? And I told you that I was thinking about the past. All you could do, was kiss me and smile at me and avoid the topic. I'm not a game. I never treated you as one. It's enough that you lied over so many things countless of times, be it sex, or some random girl, or even a secret email account you had. I just want you to know, I'm still struggling every single day. All these insecurities aren't healthy at all. And I would expect more lies to come, since a leopard would never change it's spots. I might be immature in alot of things. But I sure know that commitment is one thing I'm not afraid of, one thing I matured much faster than you in. Grow up my boy. Grow up. | | |
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